SIAS, so glad you are considering calling a DB coach. I know you won't regret it. I am so glad that I did. It really does make a difference, and helped me to see things a bit differently.

labug, you are so right. Some days are tougher than others but after I do something for me, I almost always feel better.

mindfull,
I love that status update about the tissues, very appropriate. I can't believe the things that people will write sometimes, way too personal.

Had my first appt this morning and he was very helpful. Put me on AD and wants to see me in a few weeks. He was glad to hear that I was talking to IC. He has treated my whole family for years and was surprised about my current sitch. Looked sad when I was telling him.

This afternoon I have another doc appt to handle some medical issues that have popped up, when it rains it pours. But its important to take care of me. I am thankful to have insurance right now.

So this morning as I was getting ready for my day, H asked me to come into the bedroom to talk outside of the kids earshot. He asked if he could come to doc with me. He apologized for being so unapproachable lately. I thanked him for the offer but I prefer to go alone. He asked me to call him to let him know how it went.

I'm feeling slightly uneasy, and really can't wait for the AD to kick in, he said 2-3 weeks.

Taking the boys to the HS basketball game tonight, but plan to get in a walk at some point. Some clear my head time, if possible


-Autumn