And what's weird is that in many ways that has already happened with me...that there are ways I've been freer to deal with things on my own and become a happier, more integrated personw without him in my life. So all that comes down to, my fear, is my own ego being crushed.
If I could take my ego, put it in a box, and ship it to deep space, I think I would. It's the one thing that stands in my way :-)
I usually post in Newcomers but cruise this topic regularly.
Antonia, I'm right there with you.
Great thread, Beatrice.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
