WAW told me she idoesn't want to be married.

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Thanks again Rick. Today I really need the boost in morale. I went up to my home and packed up my closet. It is all sitting in my truck right now.
I plan on doing my usual Wednesday night ritual. No therapy tonight that is Friday but I will be hitting the gym for a while. Still down 14 pounds losing my belly getting more defined and I think appealing. Have a bunch of new nice clothes including pants that fit when I bought them now getting big. At least that feels good.
How do I handle a run with her and my kids this weekend then later on that night we are taking my kids to NJ for the Polar Express train ride. So an hour ride in the car. Feel like I should bring flash cards with topics of conversation on them.
When I left today I wanted to go down and beat the hell out of this guy. But I am better then that.
My W wants to talk about the agreement, I want to yell at her, but that won't get me anywhere.

Thanks again.