Thanks for reading.... I realized that it was WAY too much to put in a first post smile

In regards to wanting him to stay for medical support- or if I really want him... I've been asking myself this for 3 months (that's when the problem was first diagnosed)... I know that I want my future to be with him (whether I was sick or not.)

I really enjoy my weekly IC sessions. Its nice to be able to vent it all out, she doesn't talk much, but has helped me stay focused and we are working together to create my GAL plan. I'll be honest, I have a hard time finding things to do that work with my kids schedules, and I cant afford a babysitter just so I can go do something alone for a few hours. My family live 900 miles away and I only have 1 close friend in town (she has 3 kids so I feel guilty asking her to watch mine.) I know that I can come up with 1000 excuses to not GAL, and my C is helping me break things down into manageable pieces smile


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12