What do I do next? Part 3

[luvhurts49]

if she hugs you, don't kiss her in response, don't say "I love you", don't make any overtures that take things up a notch.

Well, I guess I already messed up then because when she hugged me yesterday, I told her "I love you".

While thinking that it felt really good to be hugged by my W again, another thought did enter my head and that was "what does she want?" I thought this because any time that she has been nice to me since she left, it's usually because she's about to tell me something bad or that she wants something.

Don't expect it to happen again. If it does, great, if it doesn't that's OK too.

While I hope it does happen again, I'm not counting on it and I certainly know that I can't come to expect it. I also know that I cannot initial that affection myself because she'll just throw it in my face or become lifeless. Like I said above, I'm starting to wonder what it is that she wants.