18 weeks sober this weekend!!!
It's been easy really apart from a few times I feel like a good wine!!

Been hard today, I miss her so much, never had this much time apart for 15 years, it's tough!!!

As I have said, I feel it's all a pride thing now, I want to contact her and try to move forward, but what do I say and what will it achieve??

Everything is good in my life, but I love her!!!

I just keep telling myself she is feeling the way and is finding it as hard also!!!

I just miss her, not sure if it's because Xmas is so close??

I love my kids and we get on great, this just hurts

I asked my son what he wanted for Xmas, he said our family back together, and my daughter said she did too, you have no idea how much that hurts!!!!

This is tough right now!!!

Be strong, be strong!!!!