In Sept when he said he wanted to work on our M, I said, "You'll have to let go of ow or we can't really move forward"
So ....He has fully moved forward and let her go and I see that...
But now I can't let ow go. I know that now it's my turn to let her go or this just isn't going to work.
I blew up the other day and I'm ashamed of it but I had been holding it in so long.
I said some things about OW to him..... and he rolled his eyes and said "that's over, I don't like talking about her.. I was an idiot and I don't want to hear about her".
I've said some very nasty things about ow to him as well...
I just want to let her go.
Right now tonight, I feel angry and I feel worried and fearful.
