Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

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Walking. Thank you...this is exactly what I needed.

I really feel done and I think that is coming through with how other men are perceiving me. I am really ready to move on and I think H will be surprised at my confidence.

I saw my guy from last week at work today from a distance...still some sparks...but I smiled and waved at him and he smiled at me. I think the idea of him is what I want...not the reality.

(granted my confidence will all fade when I think of the realities of the kids, etc)

I also agree my H wants both worlds....should be interesting...