Thanks guys for all the support. I am feeling much better this week. I think I was just overwhelmed with the change of my H coming back to town. In some ways it it easier to just be a single mom & not share my girls.
Coyote thks for breaking down your earlier post I am ready to get to work on myself. I bought Co-Dependent no more and going to use that book as my guide. I will work on writing in a journal although I hate it but you are right I cant afford not to. Thanks for the reminder to eat well, I do try to eat nutriously but its easy to slip up.
My H and I have spoken a couple of times recently when he calls to talk to the girls. I am always happy and positive. He is still distant and weird. He has a hard time engaging with the girls via the phone but also doesnt ask to video chat which is always easier for the kids.
I am thinking of asking him if he wants to come over Christmas morning. D3 said that she wanted Mommy, Daddy & the girls together for Christmas. I think my H would be happy to come over and he may think that it was nice of me to invite him since I know we are divorcing. Any thoughts on that would be appreciated. I will definitely talk to a DB coach before I decide.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13