While H is very adamant about piecing our m back together,goes to the church for talks with the priest, and has been more loving and attentive than ever to me...
I STILL feel like a bomb will go off at any time. I want to be happy and feel secure, but anxiety builds up in me and I start crying and shaking. Is this PTSD?
This afternoon I was not feeling good and went to lay down for a nap. He came in and laid next to me and was rubbing my back.
Then he said, "I was thinking I'd like to renew our vows next year and we can have a 2nd honeymoon"
