I sent H a text message asking him if he wanted my help tonight with our D. He text back and said that he was in a meeting and let me know later. He called me at 4:45 and asked if I wanted to him at his apartment and we can pick our D up from daycare together and then go out for dinner. I said sure and I will see you in a few minutes. Off we go to pick our D up from daycare. When we arrived, I asked if he wanted me to stay in the car. The reason why I asked him was because they all know that we are separated. He told me he wanted me to go in with him. So I did. Boy, did everyone look at us.
Then off to dinner we go. Had a very dinner. Then went back to his apartment. I told him that I had to run to place to do a few things and our D wanted to go. So we all went back to my place for about an hour. I took them back to his place and we read a bedtime story to our D and she feel asleep. Then, we had sex. After sex, he looked at me and said "I hate you" and I replied back, "yes I know, but I hate you too." We just laughed.
I am having surgery this Thursday and he told me that he wanted to take me and stay until everything is okay. That was a surprise to me because I was not expecting that.
Also, he told me he wanted me to spend Christmas Eve at his place so we can wake up with our D on Christmas morning. I told him that I could do that.
So, it was a pretty good night. But I am keeping myself grounded. Expect nothing and if I get something, then that is a bonus.
