Immediately after I saw that post, I didn't respond in anyway to either of them and shut down facebook. I had a good cry, and called my doc. Seeing him tomorrow to talk about AD. They squeezed me in first thing tomorrow morning.

Within 10 minutes a flurry of emails came through from H, all about other things but literally 6 of them. I responded to the one that had to do with the kids and shut down for the day.

I am thankful that I got the cry out of the way before the boys get home from the gym. Will slap some makeup on and that fake smile I am getting so good at.

Tonight I will set my small goals just for tomorrow, and make a plan to stick with them.


-Autumn