What do I do next? Part 3

[luvhurts49]

My God it's amazing how a simple thing such as hug can mess with your mind so much. My anxiety is up, can't think about the stuff I should be concentrating on, and I've bought another ticket for this freaking roller coaster. Why-o-why does my brain not work? I should know better than this and I should know better than to let this get to me, but my heart is screamin'. Damn.