too much time and distance

[any chance?]

Gunny:
Just met with my IC yesterday. She tells me it is very difficult to distinguish between depression and deep sadness. My interactions with friends and other things suggests to her that deep sadness is my issue, and I tend to agree with her. I am watching for signs of depression, as it can be a hard downward spiral. I am hyper sensitive to depression, because depression has already ruined my marriage and is consuming my W. If her depression was not in the mix, I think either our M would have a chance, or we would have been split a long time ago. So the limbo continues. Just wish my W would recognize the fog she is in.

At this point, she does not even want to talk to me.