I have tried that, but then the responses become even more mean and she usually then becomes more distant.

On a side note, the last two days have been a little weird. When she came to drop off S3, the first day I go to get him out of the car and she comes up from behind me and puts her hand on my side with her arm around me. Then this morning, she gives my S3 a hug, then I take S3 into my arms and she then gives us both a hug.

I thought the roller coaster stuff ended a month ago. I don't know if I can handle going through this again, but what am I to do? I mean, I want to hug her and I want her attention, but how do I do that without driving myself nuts?

The other thought that I had was, lately, the only time that she is nice is when she wants something. What could she possibly want other than to make the holidays even worse for me?


Me36, W38
S12, S3
T20, M4
Bomb dropped 8/18/11
Moved out 8/18/11
Filed for D 10/20/11
OM Confirmed 11/5/11