I crossed the above out, because I want you to try and keep this about you for now.

It helps in the detaching department, and it allows you to focus on your actions, instead of how this is affecting her.

GAL should always be about you , and not used as a trick to "lure" the WAS back.

It is the time to get away for a bit and clear YOUR head. This will consume a person if one lets it happen.

So........


What is your one thing for today ???

Okay Mach 1 - I get it, although its not easy to do given my vested interest. I see that this constant assessing her reactions, my constant mind reading attempts are so draining and probably do not help the DB and GAL program.

Today's thing? That would be that I decided to re-engage writing that I had been doing in the sci-fi/spiritual/metaphysical world. This is a big step for me because I have given up things that I loved after the bomb dropped. I can't explain why this happened but I really lost interest in so much for so long.