What do I do next? Part 3

[luvhurts49]

@Accuray: Yes, I believe that my W does things that are mean and spiteful with no other purpose than to make me feel badly? However, I do think that she is afraid. I don't know if she is afraid of giving us another chance, afraid of being hurt, afraid what is going to come of the D, or afraid for the kids, but I really do believe that she is afraid of something.

As far as GAL, it's been really hard. I've recently found out that one of my two closest friends, who I've talked to in confidence, has been telling my W things that I didn't necessarily want her to know. Unfortunately, I'm not 100% sure which of these two are saying things, so I have basically cut myself off from both which [censored], because the one friend is the one that I can usually go out with. So I really haven't been able to get out much other than to go do a little X-mas shopping for the kids (which I have spent WAY too much).