Well i totally blew it tonight... Somehow we got on the subject of S14 meeting OW and H said he had been thinking about it....i lost it... With the shape my son is in thats the last thing he needs right now..i then got into the whole " youve become the person who can sleep with a woman in our bed and not feel any remorse" and blah blah...omg i just vomited out everything ive wanted to say, how after 17 yrs of marriage and all i wanted was a healthy sober husband and im being punished for that and he says it wasnt an affair because he was done, well he failed to tell me that. And how he has completely walked away from my older sons who were raised by him for 17 yrs witthout a word since ... He of course felt like he was getting beat up for it and got very angry...he said i wanted to divorce you a long time before i met her, with so much anger in his voice...i walked out... It was horrible and all i did was push him to her..i really dont know how much more i can take...
Me:48 H:42 M: 18 yrs. S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H D bomb: 9/9/11 OW confirmed 10/30/11 D papers filed 11/01/11 S15 S21(Special needs) S28
Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...
