I have been reading your first thread Crimson and have to say I am with you and know what exactly what you are going through at a time like this. This is a great place to vent and have some really great people on here to hold your hand and walk you through your own mind and life.
Good luck
Back to reading your first thread and trying to catchup
M37 W34 S6 D3 M8yrs T14 S 1year Told me she doesn't want to be married 10/2011 "I will never stop trying because when you find the ONE, you never give up." Steve Carrell Crazy, stupid, Love