Busy weekend. The ambivalence about my situation was continuing yesterday. I took the day off exercise yesterday. Great church service in the morning.
I came back to church in the after cramming in lunch and grocery shopping. I came back to help out with the student ministries with the Christmas party. It was grades 5-12, and I was the only volunteer adult My S was with me, and he ended up having a great time! They just ran 3 movies and had video games and junk food for the kids. I had a pretty decent time myself.
Today the ambivalence continues, but there is a bit of underlying anxiety building. It might be because my S had a rough morning and I wasn't in the best rhythm. It was very cold this morning - 21 degrees. I just settled for a 2 mile walk for my exercise.
My S was with me, and he ended up having a great time! They just ran 3 movies and had video games and junk food for the kids. I had a pretty decent time myself. 
