lack of family support

[witz10]

For some reason I can't post on my other thread so I am using this one as well.
This morning my W and I met at my sons school for parent teacher conference. I got there first and was reading Blink the power of thinking without thinking. My W comes walking up dressed for work and looking nice like usual. We had some small chit chat nothing much. When we left she parked next to me. We went to our cars she looked at me made a little face like she wanted to talk. I asked if there was anything else and she said she would email me.
So she emailed me at work and it was about finances and getting the rest of my clothes and movies out of the condo.
She can't ask me to my face yet she can tell me yesterday to put my cell phone away. Interesting. Is it possible she still has some feelings(sarcasm).
Now I need to figure out when to get my clothes from there. Have I mentioned I hate all this.
Oh in my other thread I have posted little things that I have noticed as this all happens. Now I am a believer that things happen for a reason. My situation was to get me out of my families business and get a new job. Which after I get a job hopefully things will change. But I digress. I technically should not be here I should not have been born. My mother was pregnant with another child before me and miscarried. Why there is a age difference between my brother sister and me. So ever since I found that out I always felt shite happens for a reason. This morning I was nervous about seeing my W again. So I am scrapping off my car and usually I plug in my ipod, nope today I let the radio go. What is playing on there Police everything she does is magic. This song was playing years ago when I was thinking of trying to go out with my now W. So that starts my day. After our meeting at school I left to run to Walmart on my way to work. I saw one spot I was going for which got taken. So I pulled into another only halfway cause the car next me had there door open and a cart in the middle of the spot. So I reversed and pulled into one across from this one. Park my car look up and the license plate on the car one spot up and to the left says NEVR QUT. I would not have seen this if I was in the first or second spot I pulled into. Nope 3rd time is the charm. So whatever cosmic force or whatever is playing games with me please knock it off. Let me fix things.