I did go over H's apartment last night. Played with our D and put her to bed. After she was asleep, H wanted to fool around. The entire time I had rehearsed what I was going to say but that all went all the window when he started to kiss me. So, we did ML last night. Then I wanted to kick myself because I did not have the will power to do what I wanted.
Last night he went to Walmart while I stayed at his apartment and I found a list on his counter and it said:
Divorce 2k Computer 500
So I guess he still thinking about divorce. I believe he has convinced himself the only way we can truly start over, is if we get a divorce.
