What else could I have done?

[antlers]

Hi Coyote. I've been having lots of painful thoughts recently. Maybe they're 'growing pains'.
She texted this to me last month..."You had your chance for over 17 years and you blew it."
And Friday night I got a very long and ugly communication from my youngest daughter, who lives with her mother, describing in detail just how bad I was to all of them and especially to her mom. She went with her mom over this past weekend to see the new "soulmate" of her moms. I felt like her mom was doing most of the talking in the text.
I'm at peace with God regarding the past. But my former spouse still hates me. My daughter mentioned in the text that they will all "remember the stuff you did to us till the day we die".