NorthStar, You are doing a fabulous job! Keep it up! You've been dropping the crumbs of friendship for a long time and your h is steadily picking them up and following the trail. I'm very, very happy to see how your life's chapter is unfolding.
Christmas is the time for miracles. You are embracing the holiday spirit and the magic of the season. I truly believe that the new year will bring a stronger friendship between you and your h.
Stay positive! Enjoy your day.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.