I am not buying it IB!

If this was easy, anybody could do it! You have found yourself

here and that already separates you from the ordinaries in this

world. We all get tired of working through this but you do

have the best of the best here to help you through. You have been

through much already (I know cause I read your posts). We are so

blessed to have Snodderly, Mach, Eric, PEI, and so many more.

There have been many times I have wanted all of this over so

I truly know where you are coming from.

Your question of where do I go from here?

This is not a step by step thing IMHO.

You are hopefully facing some of these difficult times and

learning from them. That will make you a better person in the

long run. You may not see it in the mirror but the people who

are watching, like most who are reading your posts, can tell

that you are becoming stronger but we all slip once in a while.

I know you know most of this already. You are strong enough to

make it through a rough patch here and there.

WS