Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

[Abbey]

Nb, it MUST be the full moon, because I had a total melt down yesterday. Tonight he's with her, and I couldn't care less. LOL.

I really feel like for H to get me back, he is going to have to work for it (and I'm not sure he will ever be willing to).

Kind of interesting what one night of fun and attention after 5 months of misery will do to your mind. I would still be willing to get back together with H for the kids...but right now, I'm really disgusted by his actions.

That's the thing my friend and I talked about. I think we need that validation in order to heal. THEY need to do that work to give us the validation...AND to make an honest attempt at reconciliation.

Without that work... it's lip service. Too easy for them to come back... means too easy for them to do it again.

Abbey