Help me understand how a man spends a weekend celebrating the holidays with his parents, brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, new girlfriend, her grandchildren and NONE of his own children. It's not just that he attends events - no, he HOSTS 25 people in his apartment! See how WONDERFUL his life is?????

What is it about MLC that destroys the truth? Is there anything honest about the whole experience? Does he really feel the life we shared was so abysmal that it wasn't worth another day? Did he truly hate everything we were or everything we were becoming? Was there truly no way he could lead our marriage and our family into a life to be proud of?

Proving everyone wrong? Running away?

I don't want to sound like a broken record. I just want to understand.


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time