Not much new to talk about. I haven't been checking in as much seems like the more I think about my sitch the worse I feel. Work has been crazy also which is good keeps me busy. H has been much nicer to me lately, he talks to me and even looks me in the eye. Shocking... I don't think anything has changed with his OW so really nothing has changed with us. He seems like he is perfectly happy with the arrangement we have. All happy to go on his vaca for Christmas. But every once in awhile I see a flash of the old H. I just don't know how long I can wait for him.
