Doing the "Friends" Route Pt 2...

[Abbey]

No, no relief, just feel so trapped. Reconciling with him was the worst decision of my life back in 2009. I was set, I had a lovely home that I would have had paid for within 5 or 6 years, I would have a good job by now,... and doing ok on my own. Instead, this a/h has cost me more lines on my face and more grief than I care to even think about. I won't even get into the cost of money this sob has cost me.

Now, I have to play "nice". Just get far enough ahead to get a place to live, and screw the money in this house. If I get it, it's a bonus,... I just want out.

He said to me last night, you're my angel, I don't know why you don't kick me out.

Relief will be the day I stick the key in the door, my critters are safely put in a room, and the moving truck is in the driveway ready to move in my stuff.

I'm going to have work til I'm 90 to get a mortgage paid off,... but such is life. I never thought I would ever feel this way about H... but I do. It's turned into complete and total disgust. TOTAL complete revulsion.

Abbey