Xena, you sound like you are exhausted. Working 150+ hours will do that to you. It may also explain the emotional state you find yourself in.
The other day I was sick and extremely dehydrated but had to make a visit over to the house to do something with the kids. As has been my habit, whenever I go over to the house, I try to look my best, be upbeat, etc. Except this time, my W says 2TP, you look like crap!
My point is that it sounds like you were doing your best DB efforts but if you look as exhausted as you sound, you aren't going to win any Sexiest Person Alive awards. And your wife may end up thinking that you look the way you do because of her and not because of the many hours you've been putting in at work.
So try to slow down a little and get some rest. You need to get yourself back into Warrior Princess form.
Hang in there!
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