Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

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Well, H doesn't get home until Wednesday or Thursday (yes, just great that I have no idea)...so maybe the impact will have worn off a bit. I agree though, H texted me this morning and my reaction was basically "why are you texting me? get on your trip with OW already..." I felt much more disconnected (which made me realize how my H who is very good at compartmentalizing could likely have handled the A and not really thought about me or the kids)

Although, if we are both in affair fogs...do they cancel each other out? Would we magically start seeing eye to eye on everything? Would H's thought processes all make perfect sense to me? :-)

I am really not going to go there...luckily, without drinks, I've never been attracted to this guy, he works at the same company, and I just don't have the capacity to have an A right now.