My W stopped by tonight to pick up my S for the night. There was no mention of this morning. We had a fairly pleasant exchange tonight. Again right now I've been in this ambivalent place for a couple days now, so I wasn't too worried about it.
I've been thinking tonight that I feel like I have this ability to be in a healthy relationship like I've always wanted now, whether that's with my W or with someone else. I have learned SO much over the last few years and especially over the last 10 months. I feel like I really know what I want, too. It's not it was when I was 26 when I got M'd. At the moment, the future's looking bright, no matter what happens.
My GAL'ing tonight consisted of Men's group at my church. We had another good meeting. After I got home, I went out in the 31 degree cold and ran 3 miles and followed it up with a 9 mile bike ride - so I had a doubleheader.
