Also wanted to take a second to say thanks to everyone that has read and replied to my first thread. Everyone has contributed to me feeling like "me" slowly but surely again - but I owe a special thanks to 25yrsmlc, accuray, and sandi2. You have really dug into my sitch and shed a lot of light of things for me - I can't tell you how much it has helped me level out and get the strength to move forward and stay on this DBing journey. Please keep the insights coming.
I had a psychiatrist appointment this afternoon (covering all bases in taking care of myself through this). She noted that it appears that I am doing much better. I told her about the books and this board and how they have both helped me so much over the last few weeks.
I thank you all for giving me a reason to have hope. Not just that I will bring my family back together, but hope that somehow I will survive if I don't. I am fresh out of the gate in this process but equipped for the long haul. I am still learning how to find what I did to get myself here and fix it for me.....not just to have my W back.
