I guess its that time of year. I am totally bumming as well and I hate Christmas. I am such a grinch but for some reason this year I am feeling more sentimental.
"But, I know intuitively, intellectually, that things will change, eventually, and for the better." - gunny
You are not alone. We are here with you. And we think you rock;)
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13