Crimson, I feel exactly the same way. Its true "You don't know what you got 'til its gone". I took my W for granted, and pray everyday that we can be a family again. I realize now how in love I am with my W. I may sound cheesy, but when I look at her all I see is the most beautiful woman in the world. 2 months ago when I looked at her, I used to see her flaws, but now its like when I first fell in love with her. I make sure I look her in her eyes the entire time she talks to me, sometimes I do get a little distracted and can't completely actively listen because I am truly blinded by her beuty. I also spend way more time playing with my S. My W always said I was a great father, but now I make sure I am even better. I love my family more than I ever knew and if I get a chance to be a family again I too will NEVER take them for granted.
