What do I do next? Part 2

[luvhurts49]

Well, it's been a few weeks as I have been trying to get things straightened out and gettin' X-mas stuff going. Shoppin for the kids is kinda rough, but I figured that my W is spoiling our kids, I might as well too.

First court date was supposed to be on Wednesday, but had to postpone as my attorney and I got some last minute paperwork from my W. Now she wants everything but the house and is sayin she deserves to be the custodian because I'm on AD's and seeing a counselor. Guess what, I wouldn't be doin' either if it wasn't for her.

So anyway, now I've got that crap looming over my head, bills coming out by backside, and my W has gone from mean to vindictive. How in the hell am I supposed to even keep a smile on my face during the holidays when this crap is going on?