Well, today is just not my day I guess. Saw one of the EW's facebook post which is going on and on through the comments with her and OM basically talking about having sex and how she's happy for the first time in years and all of that. Just feel like nothing is working and that it really is over. I know that I should believe none of what I hear and only half of what I see, but it just hurts. I have a call in to my IC so hopefully we can do maybe a quick phone session today or something. I'm sorry for being whiny on here and not acting like a true DBer. I know I'm supposed to just let it roll off my back but I'm just having trouble doing that today. Part of me just wants to confront her and say him or me, but I know she'd just say him so that won't do me any good. I also know that it's only been a few months that I've been working on the DB stuff and I should let it work its course, but it just doesn't seem to be working and I just see and feel her going farther and farther away and never wanting to come back. I feel like any of the GAL stuff I'm doing isn't going to do a whole lot to make me a happier or better person if she doesn't come back. I just can't see the light at the end. Maybe I had my chance and blew it. I don't know. Anyway, I am sorry again for whining on here like this, but it's just been a very hard day for me today. Thanks for all of the support guys.
