I found 2 little post it notes in my bathroom this morning while getting ready..one says I love u...the other I miss u...my H had left them for me to find months ago and I had stuck them in a basket and forgot about them..
feeling again like I missed huge chances to make this right..and I miss him so much.

welcome to my pity party.....

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...