W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore.

[MrBond]

"She again said I don't know and said she was gathering her thoughts about what she wanted to talk about. "

You know this would have been a perfect opportunity to work things in your favor.

"I'm done with the anger, the throwing of stuff, the verbal abuse, the walking on eggshells, and the impossibility of making her happy."

You've only had to deal with that for a short time and you really haven't dealt with it well.

"She is mentally unstable and I'm not dealing with it anymore."

Nice attitude towards the mother of your child.

"She is unwilling to get help or be honest with herself or the ones that love her."

Maybe that's what she was trying to talk to you about. But you just shut her down.

"I'm done living a life which I thought was just a normal marriage R things but really was a roller coaster that was impossible to ever get off of."

Got news for you. NO relationship is "normal". The roller coaster was easy to get off of. You just let your anxiety and insecurities get the best of you.

Regardless of what, you will have to deal with your W for the rest of your life because of your son. You're letting your hurt feelings get the best of you and isn't in the best interest of your child. Start wising up to that.