Irish

I have been away and am reading and am sad to see you in so much pain.

In your faith (as you recall I share yours)

"if you have faith but the size of a mustard seed, you can move mountains."

Please don't criticize if i didn't get that exactly right.

What is faith?

Is it that He will provide what we perceive we don't have?

Or

That we are thankful of what we do have and that our faith is we are thankful that it is so?

If we focus on the lack of what is not here, it will always be here. (lack)

In our reality.

I think we lose that when we focus on the lack of our spouse in our lives.

How will you reconcile that your spouse is not in your life?

Believe me I don't say this without experience.

As you know I have never been one to put a sugar coating on things...

You have to find a way to move forward and set the example for your children or they will risk repeating what is happening to you right now.

Break this.

Now.

You have an opportunity to teach them something diferrent than their father's legacy to them.

You. And only you right now.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am