Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

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Took the girls to a church event tonight where we made cookies and then delivered them to senior citizens and caroled. It was a great thing to do with the kids and nice to feel good about helping others. H texted me from OW's city while we were doing it and he said it was awesome that we did that. He was pretty engaged in texting us afterwards, so he seemed to be alone at his hotel.

I don't know when he leaves on his trip with OW...I imagine he'll go radio silent at that point. I just need to stay strong on the DB and positive in my interactions...pretty easy via text message.

He was also still really buzzed up about getting great feedback and praise at work...it'd be great if that helps build up his ego/self esteem. I figure the more positive I am, the kids are, and work is...maybe he needs OW a little less? Oh yeah, except for the sex part...dang! :-)