This is probably more of a therapeutic post than anything else.
Was falling asleep and W texted me asking if she could leave a day early for Iowa with our baby. That would take away some of my time. My heart and stomach sunk, but I waited, checked the calendar and replied "No problem! You guys go and have a great time!". She responded "Christmas falls on my weekend but I will be flexible with your family in town". Now, it is commonly known that holidays fall out of the parameters of regular schedules so that's really no concession on her part, but whatever.
I'm sad about this trip, and I want to say "nope! Tough Shyte". But I know that would only foster more anger than anything else and fuel her mad dash away from me. I acted "as if". Man, than burned. He's not even gone and I miss him already. I'll miss not seeing her family.
