PA - Confirmed - Blinkers are off.

[NYCPeter]

I've been trying to go dark as best I can with children.

Friend's W told me last night that my W is definitely filing in Jan, she's already paid the L the retainer and she just wanted to get the holiday's over with.

Little bit of journaling -

Sunday, I apologized to my W for the outburst, she apologized for coming home @ 4:00am and admitted it was a catalyst. I spent the rest of Sunday keeping the girls entertained - my W disappeared for a couple of hours, I didn't ask where she went or who she was with.

Monday - D9 had a minor procedure, I worked from home and took D6 to school, I then cooked dinner for the family and ended up meeting a friend in a bar for MNF.

Yesterday - arrived home from work, read stories to the girls and put them to bed, W and I then watched "Bull Durham" - Susan Sarandon was so sexy in that movie.... I sat on the couch and typically my W would sit in a chair - she sat next to me on the couch which was unusual.

No contact either in bed and no pecks on the cheek or anything like that - she's definitely not initiating any contact and I'm not pursuing.

I am working on a software release tonight and staying in the company apartment and we then have a staff holiday party tomorrow night. My W told me she is working double shifts over the weekend, so I won't really see her until Monday.

I'll keep myself busy with the girls over the weekend.