Just jumping in here but, has anyone read or heard any post about when H comes out of the fog and does realize what they have done????... Would like to know what that looks like ....

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...