Thanks Edgar, great advice. I am trying to control myself around her, and defiantly will stop apologizing for my faults, no more negatives about me. It is very hard to not look for deeper meaning, but you are right I have to let her do her thing, and stay back (put on the poker face). I am hoping her counseling tomorrow night helps her and in turn hopefully helps us. It is her first one on her own. I will defiantly not push for us to move in together if things start turning for the better, (I pray to god every day to help us to become a family again). It is true "Time makes the heart grow fonder" I just hope "Too much time makes the hear wonder" isn't true. I haven't felt this much in love with W in so long. Even with the hurt I am in, when I look at her I can only see the woman I fell in love with 7 years ago. I think that is the hardest part of detaching. Really wish I had read DB and DR 2 years ago.
M 33 W 29 S 4 M 5 T 7 11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents 12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over" 1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped
