I woke up this morning to a 50 degree day with a steady rain. Since my body hasn't recuperated from the last run and for safety's sake regarding the bike, I just did a 2 mile walk in the rain this morning. At least powering through the rain made me feel like I was getting some exercise.
My W texted me today while I was at work and asked if we could switch Tue. for Wed. for my S. I am skipping Ladies group on Tuesday night, but instead I made some tentative plans to meet up with a few guys from church at Starbucks. My Mom had said she would like to come down and have dinner with my S on Wednesday night. So I texted my W back and told her I wasn't sure how well it would work because I had plans on Tuesday night and had unconfirmed plans with my S for Wednesday night. She eventually texted back and said she would pick up S after work. I ended up talking to my Mom and she brought up the point of that I may need her to be flexible sometime. My Mom agreed to come down on Tuesday night and take S out to dinner while I did my thing. I texted my W back and let her know I may be able to switch after all. So I was somewhat accommodating after giving her the runaround. I wasn't changing my plans. That's part of my drama for the day.
The other part is she also texted me and let me know she used our credit card for purchases, that she would pay me back, and that she got her own card so it won't happen again. Guess it's past time to get her off those accounts.
I am just feeling very ambivalent tongiht for some reason. Like I just need to get out the way and let God do his thing. Feeling this need to back off from my W even more right now. She's making these other single women I meet more attractive, too.
