too much time and distance

[gunny]

AC,
What you are going through is eerily similar to my sitch, except, to my knowledge, my w is not going through any horrible depression(who knows, maybe she is)

The lack of sleep thing/waking up early is definatley a big factor in both of us having anxiety over our sitchs.

I am trying very hard to stay engaged in the world around me, am out every day getting some form of exercixe, seeing an IC, joining community co-ed volleyball, and getting involved in my church, which I havent done in 35 years.

I'm sure you intuitively know, that with time, things will get better, or at least tolerable. We just have to take each day, sometimes hour by hour. Keep hanging in there, we will get each other through this,
Gunny