Something else that stands out, Tad. Your wife really does want to control you. To push your buttons. To know that you might be her plan-b.
She's wrong about that. I can see that now in your posts. You have been moving closer and closer to completely gone. My guess is you really are already or very quickly approaching that point of caring and wanting but being past the point of no return. Too much damage.
She is trying to control and to feed off your pain and responses. Allowing that would delay your healing.
Are you tired of being in pain yet Tad? If so, hang on. She'll try really hard for a while. Slowly and methodically you need to shut down those avenues she uses to "attack" and to get to you. As Jack once put it, you need to rip out the connections so there can be no path to you. Only then will the LOS be complete. She needs to feel the loss of signal so she can hear the voices in her own head.
It really is the only way....
Cheers,
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
