You have to read Homer. It is a wonderful book about a blind kitten who grows up to warm the hearts of all. The author did an outstanding job of writing about Homer and his antics. The physically challenge learn to deal w/life in a different way and when you meet someone or a pet that is challenged, you too will begin to appreciate them for who they are and what they bring to your life.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.