new to this..

[learning2listen]

I feel good about what I did.. regardless of the outcome in this, I have always had compassion.. and deep down he knows this about me. I think it is burried so deep he doesnt see it.. but in the future maybe he will.

I havent heard a word from him all weekend. It was a big weekend for him, his restaurant closed, he may or may not be moving and if he is not he is unemployed..Eventually he will have to talk to me...

I continue to just take each hour as a step forward... I know that this too shall pass.. and I have had some good things happen. I have to focus on those...

I do think if H moves he will pursue the D, or at least say he is.. why be so far away and still be tied to me... I guess Iwill face that when or if it happens...

As far today, I am going to bury myself in work and try to keep moving forward.